Remember?

You remember when I said that your voice is my favourite song.
Now I crave to listen it.
You remember when I said I will never say no to you
But now I am only getting nos .
I gave you many names and one of your favourite was polestar.
But these days polestar isn't visible to me.
I called you queen, but i never knew you will yourself prove me a traitor of my own world.
I shared my biggest fear but now its just mere object of fun.
I was available for you every time and instead of appreciating, you took it for granted.
You know my weakness and strength.
But I never felt strong.
You said you loved me
Oh I forgot  for you love doesn't mean giving respect
I am responsible for every act.
And every step that I take is another mistake to you.
You know it very well that I'll kill myself instead of making you cry.
But I didn't know that I will have to kill myself to make myself cry.
You were peacefully asleep when the night haunted me.
Sorry was just another 'most used word' in your daily routine.
I always knew where will i stand in your life.
Still I didn't allow anyone else to come in my list.
Maybe you are right when you are angry.
There must be something wrong with me.
Sometimes you make me feel like you love me the most
But most of the times I don't even exist in your life.
Don't blame your self humans do have this nature of forgetting people who don't lose hopes on you.
You understand each and every thing.
I hope you remember that I love YOU.