The Blind love

Laughing on my pathetic jokes. I don’t need any other reason to be with her. I speak very less I told her, no numbness seen, no disregard observed. The intense beauty that made me walk out of my home in the burning temperature, I could proudly say that she is mine now.

Long ago I went to my cousin’s school to give away his lunch box. There I observed a bunch of students in a class studying. As the school wasn’t mine, so as a small child, unaware of what school is, I started swinging in every direction with my long hair flowing in the opposite. I don’t mind what people will say or if people will laugh. I saw that the school was so small that even the canteen of mine is larger. But I don’t dominate things on their back, so I started shouting, to grab attention, that this school is even smaller than the bathrooms of DPS.

Well Hello, I am from DPS.

Then and there I saw a girl, a girl with the purest soul could ever see. I have had seen her many times before, maybe many glimpses. But as usual, I didn't pay much attention and headed towards home

I was checking out some emails when I saw that I was sweating. I forgot to switch on the AC. On the way to the switch I got a call. Running to get my phone I fell twice. Still got much spirit to reach and found that it was the company’s call. Curiosity died. Never felt this loneliness ever. While feeling forever alone feeling I checked out my socials.

I got a request. A REQUEST FROM THE GIRL, I DON'T KNOW HOW I KNOW.  I don’t know how but the curiosity again emerged inside me with a nice future plan. I eagerly accepted the request and messaged her simultaneously. She was good at replying. Seems that she was waiting for my message only. But I don’t expect much from life, a lesson I learnt while I was on hibernation.

I checked out her profile, maybe she has done the same I don’t know. I fell in love for the first time. Maybe I say this phrase every time, this time it was different. The voice came from inside. Maybe I was hungry. So I frankly asked her out. She said, “Want to meet the moon with craters.” I compared her beauty with the moon. Not because she has marks but because the intense beauty couldn’t be compared to anything else.

She said,’ I will now meet harry, potter. /She is a very big POTTER HEAD/’

Running here and there, I could see my future in her. Her hair swinging, made my heart swing for her. After gathering many guts I went to her and talked for like minutes. But those five minutes seemed like years.

So we again met. And this time I made her wait for 45 minutes with heels on. I completely fell for her this time. No one ever did this for me, for a guy well known for his no. of GFs. I was flattered.

So one day I presented a proposal to her. In spite of having a huge crush on someone else, she accepted it.

I don’t know whether she will stop loving her crush. I don’t care because my love for her is okay to hold our relation,   

Proudly holding her hand. I could feel the world beneath me. She was the one I have been waiting for long.

So our first date. Shouldn’t be saying it a date.

Trying hats at the shopping complex was my fantasy according to her.  We were hiding from her best kind of friend. Actually, she was hiding I was trying hats.

I came with my best friend (I have to call him that because he knows too much about me). She came with 100 others. She ran away from her group just to meet me. I don’t know when she will stop giving me a strong reason to fall for her.

So studying the whole night to just be there at 5 to meet her. I became well known to insomnia. Never done that before for anyone else. Still, she thinks that I will leave her for someone else.

So walking down the path hearing her voice in the crowd of old's. I sometimes wish that we shouldn’t be counting months of our relationship instead we should count decades. As I already mentioned don’t expect too much from life.

And if I start telling you about our meetings, I will surely surpass MAHABHARATA.

So falling for her every day, there was something I was scared of and I am. The guy she once had a crush on. I don’t know why I feel jealous, why shouldn’t I? According to her, he is perfect. At starting she always used to talk about him, she knows a heck about him and a small pile about me. I still didn’t stop loving her.

Some couples stay together for years and still don’t fall in love truly. But in my case, I have already fallen in love from day one. I don’t know whether she thinks the same, I don’t care. I FUCKING DO CARE.

I don’t know the future, we may stick together or she will leave me. But I want to live the present, the whole time with her.

New morning new day, last night isn't to remember.

All I say is that I haven't been into love earlier in my whole sex life, 

It isn't that I am sayin' this, things are alike this.

Not the romantic talks, but the pain and love for each other

made me realise that I am in.

So my day start with her message and end with mine.

A routine it is. A habit which is more like life.

Every move of her which ignites the laughter in me and love for her is constant without any regular break, and "THE" constant of all these is taking my life, slowly-slowly, to such a state that even a day without talking to her is a day wasted.

"A bad day of her, the worst start of mine. "

The graph of my life is parallel to the base, her happiness. 

My friends say that I am not the tangent of her life instead I am the secant in her life, all into her.
I love you is all I want to say every time I see you.
I love you, baby.